I love this!!!
Dream without Fear ~ Love without Limits.
Yes ... It is incredible... in the moments of what could seem so overwhelming - I have found happiness. I am smiling so much that my face hurts at times. I have laughed so much that my stomach hurts and I have felt loved for the first time in years. It is hard to find words worthy enough to explain it.
I am so the person that doubts that I deserve any goodness in my life. I completely feel unworthy of my mom, or my friends, my kids or any compliments that come my way. I am absolutely undeserving of the happiness that I have felt lately. But, I love my life right now ... I know that things are not perfect and that is ok with me. I know that I need to eat more and I will, I know that I need to be on my own and I am working on it, I know that I never need to miss group and I will try really hard not to, and I know that there are people out there that do not want me to be happy, but I am anyway. I have this inner peace and I just refuse to let anything really bother me. I am not letting my weight get to me like before ... I still hate being the weight that I am, but it could be worse. I am not going to let negative comments worry me; they are just words in a dictionary. I refuse to let someone or something steal my thunder right now.
My kids are happy ~ I am happy!
So I plan on dreaming without fear and I think I already love without limits. :)
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