I want to start off by saying I am lucky enough to have a wonderful support system. I am able to talk openly about my feelings and not hide my disorder from them. I will be forever grateful for their unwavering love for me.
Thank you: Mom, Chase, Vini, Juli, Jennifer, Amy, Keaton, Bailey, Clowey, Kennedy, and the rest of my family.
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Last night as I was tossing and turning, trying to sleep, my phone went off. This is the picture that I got. Like always; perfect timing ... from Juli. How much more perfect can any picture be than a picture of silly socks on a scale. It is perfect for me ... and in Juli style, the words of encouragement "you are beautiful". If only in real life my scale could say this when I stood on it. I know that I am not doing what I should be doing. I know that my eyes have black circles, I know that my hair is falling out, I know that I am not eating right, I know this is why I can not sleep and all of this is making me even more emotional and now I am craving going to the gym ... so in my moment of complete mess, I get the most perfect picture from one of the most amazing people I have ever known.
So here is my picture to you Juli ...
Sometimes all you need to get through to the next moment is a perfect picture.
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